In meinem Blog durchdenke und durchfühle ich Schlagworte, die für mich in unserer (Zwischen-) Menschlichkeit von Bedeutung sind. Oft philosophisch, manchmal konkret fließt in diesen Blog seit vielen Jahren das, was mich in meiner eigenen (Weiter-) Entwicklung und in der Beobachtung der Welt bewegt.
Weil ich bis 2021 in den USA gelebt habe, sind viele meiner Posts auf Englisch.
In my blog, I reflect on and explore key words that I consider meaningful to our humanity & relationships. Often philosophical, sometimes tangible, this blog portrays what has moved me in my personal development and in my observations for many years.
As I lived in the United States until 2021, many of my posts are in English.
Lebenskraft Wut
Long time, no see or no read/write I should say. I’ve been on a long journey of transition, which slowly comes to its end & the intensity of which I’ll remember for the rest of my life.
I’ve been incensed & enraged quite a bit throughout the process, especially lately as I feel my justice being lopsided by a particularly confused & confusing contemporary that I’m in contractual relations with at the moment. (…)
Into My Strength
I’ve never felt that angry my entire life. Although I should say, I never was aware that I was that angry as I’m aware now. Lately, I feel it’s boiling and billowing inside of me, about to spill outside but not quite yet because there still is this thin membrane like my skin that keeps it tucked inside. (…)
Meditation is Unblending
The thing with following a (spiritual) practice that works for yourself is that often times you assume it’s the only workable practice, the ultimate one, often after years of searching. I distinctly remembered the moment though in which I realized I hit a point inside of me that I couldn’t possibly move beyond through meditation.
Messy Realities
To me this is a time of increasing focus, heightened awareness, and a thinking- and feeling through core relationships of mine. As there is a lot of movement, manifestation and elevated understanding happening within me, naturally this has implications for the systems I’m participating in. (…)
Simply Self-connected
What an evergreen in my pile of insights: just doing what feels good to me!! - and then not being able to for reasons like the generally subtle & fine character of intuition and/or the loud voice within me that corrects the sense of discomfort and unease straight away. In my experience though the truth always returns. (…)
Blank Slate
As I drank my coffee this morning, a time I use to sense into my heart, the energy of the day and setting intentions for its hours to come, the word and image of a “blank slate” came to mind. Not really a sheet of paper but rather the notion of starting from scratch, which comes with having shed some old skin, old habits, old belief systems that informed my perception and interpretation of reality. (…)