To me this is a time of increasing focus, heightened awareness, and a thinking- and feeling through core relationships of mine. As there is a lot of movement, manifestation and elevated understanding happening within me, naturally this has implications for the systems I’m participating in. (…)

What an evergreen in my pile of insights: just doing what feels good to me!! - and then not being able to for reasons like the generally subtle & fine character of intuition and/or the loud voice within me that corrects the sense of discomfort and unease straight away. In my experience though the truth always returns. (…)

As I drank my coffee this morning, a time I use to sense into my heart, the energy of the day and setting intentions for its hours to come, the word and image of a “blank slate” came to mind. Not really a sheet of paper but rather the notion of starting from scratch, which comes with having shed some old skin, old habits, old belief systems that informed my perception and interpretation of reality. (…)

“God invented war so Americans would learn geography.” (M Twain)
This quote is great on so many levels, pointing to the futility of war and to the illusions that have been created around this tragic concept (freedom! responsibility! democracy!). It reminds me greatly of the times we live in, in which we are further and further deluded into the necessity of taking away self-determination and free will for the sake of….what exactly?

If there is one thing that I’m getting better at, it’s to see and connect with my own inner conflicts. What usually would’ve been more of a diffuse sense of resistance, me resisting myself, now becomes clearer as different parts inside of myself feeling at odds about a situation, occurrence, or relationship. (…)

These days I feel like a veil is lifted; not instantaneously but surely. There are moments in which I look at a familiar scenery or person before me and it feels that for the first time I see reality as is - clear, pure, and momentary. (…)